Tuesday night, Eric and I had out wonderful Valentine's Day celebration. We made dinner together and just spent some time. It wasn't anything outrageous or over done. It was just nice.
Then last night he was sick :( I got really sick on Monday night, and he came home early from school to snuggle me and take care of me (that was the best Valentine's present I could have gotten at that time). I was sick like I've never been before and it was strange. I was kind of scared, and he came to my rescue so fast that he was almost still out of breath (from running to the car so fast) when he got to my house. It was so great to have him there for me, he was all I needed and he came for me. It was perfect.
Then last night when he got sick, I planned to take care of him. I came straight home and turned the heat up in the apartment and tried to make it a place he would be comfortable while he tried to rest and feel better. So he came to my house after school, we ran quickly to the store, then came home so I could take care of him. Guess what happens next. I FELL ASLEEP. I fell asleep for like 3 hours, and he assured me it was okay because he did too, but I felt like the worst fiance ever. I think I might actually be the worst ever. He was there when I needed him, and then when he needed me, I fell asleep. but I got what I deserved for it. When I woke up from my nap, and this morning, I had the sorest throat. Now I have a fever too. Since I didn't take good enough care of him, his sickness spread to me.
Now we are just two sickies. He's at the doctor, instead of at school today, and I am doing no good at my job today. I am pretty much useless. I am freezing! I am sore (you know the sore you get when you're sick and cold and can't get better. everything hurts to touch you). And I am really cranky. I just can't wait for this day to be over, and it's dragging on SOOOO SLOWLY. I can't believe I still have like 2.5 hours til I can get out of here. I am seriously miserable. I just want to be at home. I want Eric to take care of me, and I want to take care of him. So in other words, I just want to snuggle with him so we can both be lazy and sick, but warm, together!
AND to make this day worse, and for further proof of my crappiness as a fiance: I forgot to put my ring back on after I put my hair product in today. So I left the house cold, in a mess, late and without my ring.....so naturally I drew one on, to make me feel better, and to be a constant little reminder of how much I actually do LOVE my life, even when things get tired, cold, sore and miserable. (Do note how blochy and veiny my hands are though. Freezing.)
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